• looking at myself: why

Before 2008, I never knew she existed. That pulls amoungst the thoughts in my head. How could I ever be blinded to her being. The ability to love, to go from absolutely nothing to possessing someones everything; their heart has always astonished  me. But she did it so well. She placidly twiddled her thumbs, her eyes not really focused on much at all… But everything she could see. Outside the world living in her mind, she snuck up, turned me around and ever so gently took my heart. Years have passed. Fights have turned ugly, laughter has filled every limb, mistakes have been made, promises have been kept and love has grown. That girl, who snuck up from nothing is mine. I will do anything to keep her by my side and my heart inside her delicate small hands.

I drank too much and now I’m sitting alone with my cats evaluating my entire childhood and how it has lead me to this moment.

A person who doesn't have tumblr showing me something

• Them: look
• Me: I saw that already